My Life My Farking Life!

Well Let Me DO a Summery on Year 2006

2006-12-18T03:04:00.000+08:00

currently jus finish my report one summery of the year...
then along the report brings back some memories..

well these year is the most most fuck up year in my life..
seriously saying is the worst out of my 18 years of life!!

First of all Jan aft we grad frm out nitec me and shirley with high score easily got into higher nitec wherby we chooses logistic.. so somewhere around april we took off our studying journey in these course and our sisters are all scatter away from our school..

Just before the school start i broke off with my bf..
Well mood changes for me of cos i made long long decision b4 i set my mind to do these..
have a hard time getting over these and parents grumble over it..
well truth is they dunno what i had been thru!

next is well i got my bike lisence finally after dragging for so long..
bad year for dad too his lil red bike got smash by an idiot driver when he park at the bike lot downstair the car reverse too fast and slam on it~ hit and run case but was told by frens the car plate no.

then was the start of school ok well went into a top class full of o lvl idiot who think shit high of themself.. so lucky aloy was same class with me but most of the time i rather be solo... dread the class~ and freaking no mood cos of the break up and crapz shit tt happen..

well pick up a new game CO these yrs and thru the game i got closer to my da jie (clarrisa) and thru her i got to know er jie (monchi) they two really are the sweetest lady i met.. love them alot to be serious i nvr had anyone tt take care of me cos i am always the oldest among all sisters i met.. there are lotsa ups and down and to my sisters & brothers around me i really love you guys for being there for me...

someone special came in to my path who is clarence whom i known thru Da Jie..
first impression at katong aft my bowling training is wow... beng beng sia cos when i chatted with him is always in CO.. well a brother like person to me at first like all my other bros.. and then along the way we get to know each other better and once i had an accident with him on my bike.. poor thing got injured cos of a lousy driver like me.. felt so bad even till nw tt i have to hold responsibility for hurting him.. but from then on well... things change and feeling grows for each other..

well crapz is tt my dad met in an accident tt need him to stay in the hospital for sometime...
cos of the stupid driver tt knock him down and refuse to call an ambulence for him..
cursed tt farking driver. . . bed bounded for quite sometime and in pain =<

missed alot of test and exam as i skip my lesson and have a dreadful time catching up with sch work and dame finally i gave up as i have no basic interst for these course..further more so much things tt happen recently tt time.. so quit sch is all i did for these year.. am gonna strike my best when my new course comes! got to achieve somethings out of tt.. after deciding not to join the police force..

as in for nw i work in craft as part time jobby.. well i must say i think too much at times and out of all these things tt happen i can say depression set into my life.. looking at the me now i felt i lost person tt once face everyday with a smile.. i lost my soul.. and for what i do nw i am so afraid now... lady boss talk to me one day and i remember one of her setence tt engrave into my brain "Ice... you had changed.. where is that smile of yours tt you once had?"
well my ans is i myself is unsure...

i admit tt thru all these dreadful r.s i have i survive thru and become a stronger person.. but no matter wha everyone still have its weekness.. and further more i am still a lady.. or even if i am not like the normal sweety pie lady u can find, i afterall what i need someone to take care of me..all i want is jus security and a person that cares thats all simple as that.. I dun need to be shower with gifts and so on.. i just need to be loved and care for..

well . . . sigh i will write till here for the time being~
i'm so tired of thinking bout all these..

2006-11-05T04:29:00.000+08:00

srry dar~
gt prob solve~

is due to some system error~
nw u can cont frm where u stop~ ^^

The path

2006-05-10T00:20:00.001+08:00

Today i pack my room~ put the stuff of me and him in a box~
i realise that is not by keeping things away frm me that i can forget or numb myself..
all the things i do remind of the times we have~

"We used to walk hands in hand once upon a time,
we pass through storm and trip on stones,
we continue without having to rest or plan ahead,
we continue the journey in an injured state.
i am left behind the path and u walking infront..
we kept walking....
i tried to catch up and live up to yr expectation..
i run after u but...i cant seem to reach u..
i saw yr backview..
shadow..
i hear yr footstep..
yr foot print...
and now...
i totally lost u..."

i know i left u to walk on the journey sorry i cant walk with u anymore..
u might think i am selfish but i truely wish that this decision i made is correct that i left u to walk a journey of yrs. i hope along this path u might have someone better then me to take care of u and shower with u love and tender loving care..

ps: sorry for leaving u ahead~ i am resting on my path for awhile is been tiring and stress and i know you are too far for me to catch up now.. for sometime i have been trying to get in steps with u but i missed them all..

along my way oh catching up i lost view of what happen around me..
i tuen back and look~ my friends my family and whoever is dear to me the footstep we once share and leave behind on the sandy beach ater a game with them is priceless.. Maybe u sld look back too and care for them as much as u can~

2006-03-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

ahh~~!! my com crash~! juz yesterdae some shit happen..

i guess i press the wrong thing and my com instead of restoring the specific folder it restore my whole com...
now my com is like brand new when i first bought.. have a hard time installing back the stuff manz..

software all gone... pic gone...songz gone.. omg~!~!~! help =i now no game play liao~ bored to the core..

i so sad lehz my doct no extra copy~ if any of u know how to make this shit back to normal plz plz plz call my on my cell phone =)

RiP tWinkle gEr~ u are missEd by Me~

2006-02-20T02:44:00.000+08:00

ger ger =\ a million words cant describe how sad i am now~
u are the first hamster i had kept so long~
when i got home todae i receive a bad news tt u had went away to be with god~
u was covered by a blue cloth with yr head above it u seem to be sleeping soundly~
i know u have been suffering for quite awhile as u are sick ler..
FiFi was sitting beside yr cage when i was looking at u todae when i open up yr cage she give u a last sniff~
when i stand up to walk away she is sitting there looking at u waiting to be gretting by u~
i hope u are fine now my ger~
u are always special in jie jie and mom heart~

u know something my dear ger FiFi was looking for u =(
she knew you are nt there anymore~
she will go watch u after her daily dry food meal..
she was look at the empty space and wonder where are u~

sweetie u will always be in jie jie heart~
i Love u ger..
*sob*

..:: SUnDae ::..

2006-02-19T23:56:00.000+08:00

SIcky devon again =.=
never ending sickness haha i got a bad bad sore throat wherby ah du song is not a prob for mi now =x LoLx well cant realli swallow food without water now~

ok well todae i went to watch the Fog with dear well give it a 6/10 cos first i dun like the plot 2nd no scary 3rd NOT BLOODY =x LoLx.. jkjk but ok la overall~

yesterdae went out and dear bought mi a soft toy lol cos he say is a kinda belated de vdae pressie haha very cute de wor~

NaMe it Destiny =) same like Us D family =x LoLx

Taken yesterdae =)

went to bought a jacket todae cos the one i having realli kinda rot liao =x

SaDDy Dae...

2006-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm . . . well juz cut my hair todae and when i was cutting i reveive a call frm mummy saying tt grandma was gng to the hospital, she had a fell yesterdae night now then he tell my uncle~

omg when the result is out she have a crack bone on her arm area and her back was sprain or something haiz she is one strong lady imagine frm yesterdae till todae how long she had suffered.. well ah ma hope u get well soon will pray for u =)

well tml finalli my darling book out again =x lol well sat & sun will be his off dae wonder where will we go i need to go shoppping liao is been rotting away my life this few daes has not been smooth my pracital lesson 2 fail and yesterdae wanted to cut hair and due to the aunt quarrel with ppl no mood to cut apolegize to me ask mi come back todae =| haiz now ah ma have a fall and mummy olso sick so poor thing~
well hope my buddy olso get well soon cos hwee ting olso sick le..

well my hair is kinda short now =\ well cant realli get a good shot was not very happy though =

..:: 3Yrs 1MontH ::..

2006-02-12T16:45:00.000+08:00

yeAh~! haha toDae is our 3yRs 1MonTh AnniVesaRy loHZ~!
SO haPPy But DaRLing VeRY PooR THiNg stuCK in CaMp TodAe wor.. hOPe He Have A nicE dae toDae..

weLL TImes FlieS vEry FasT And juz A BliNk Is CoMing TO The End Of NeW yeAr..
vdae COmIng wAds Up on THat Dae NeHz haha StiLl unSurE.. wiLL be MeeTIng DaRLing TMl To cHanGe His Bike TyRE BOtAk LiaO veRy DangeRouse haHa.. Den LatER he Bring Me Go eAT sAKae SuShi SO loNG no EaT LiaO~ LoLx..

sHall End HeRe 不知道要做什么好。。 guess i will pack my room abit =x LoLx kinda messy~

2006-02-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

weLL I AM FreE Frm WorKing LifE LiAoz...
Hehe weLL i Find THe WorKing SysTem I reALLi cAnt StANd It Liao Haahaa Is Diff Frm SuntEC WeLL RegRet gNg There To Wrk But Nvm La Dun Like LeavE Lo Like wAd My BuddIed They aLL saY =p BLeAHz.. No NeeD ReN aLL THat i Have my Life And I cANt Get IntO wAd Are THerE..

weLL TMl My TrAInIng for bike PraC 1(AdvaNce) WeeEeeEee~!~!
Haha SHIRLEY IF U READING THIS I PAsS I DUN WAN FETCH U TO SCH BLEAHZ =P~ i wANnA BuLLy u LoLx. . . Cos i Too StrEss In Yr GuaRDIaNz.. btW stiLL wOndEring cAN i GeT My Pay?? =\ AcCOrd TO Law I cAN WOr COs i Wrk 3daE LIAoz..

btw Good LucK TO ALL sIstEr And FrIends Whu ARe APPlyIng For HighEr NiteC aNd To ThosE tt gOt THeir O LevEL ReSult I HopE u ALL dId WeLL~

dear god plz dun rain tml till my training over =x hehe no la i mean rain during evening na all lesson will be over for sat by then cos i scare i fell down thankz god =)

2nD Dae Of WorK x_x

2006-02-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

well well second dae of work and i am dying off lolx.. guess the system of this new place i am still not use to it ba~ use to wrk at suntec de guardiaN total diff frm airport de..

LoLx but still ok la slowly getting use to it~
one minus point is tt they have to TAG omg TAG~!!!! the price and when they do cashier OMG got to type where the product frm and punch in the price instead of the scanning system lolx.. omg omg i was chicken hand and leg during cashiering todae lolx~

TODAE MY DARLING SICK =( so poor thing got sore throat and he took mc haiz so sad lehz~ hope he get well soon hehe see u tml if u are well then =) Tml actualli dear got to wrk but he on MC then thur he off then they all dun let him off on thur cos tml he took MC knn idiot one let ppl rest more olso cannot idiot~! somemore is thur 8am till fri 8 those kinda shitty shift~ hope dear feel better by then~

Tired TirEd thiNk toDae will be EarLy ligHtz Out For Me~

年初三

2006-01-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

wow todae is the thrid dae of CNY phew so tired~!

haha todae nth much na.. went to temple to pray and to visit shi fu~ haiz so sad lehz so long no see him now after his serious illness he become very weak hope his health restore quickly.. seem like he quite tired =\ maybe is cos he juz been admitted to the hospital..

well was invited to hwee ying house for dinner =P STEAM BOAT =P~ hahaha well brought FiFi there think she had a great time this yr cos on the 2nd dae of new yr we bought her to grandma house olso.. LoLx

well now she is so tired sleeping like a pig now =x hehe..

me too sleeping liao very tired hehe..

HAPPY CNY to all =)

Bike LessOn 1~!

2006-01-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

Haha hot sunny morning~! todae was my Lesson one for my bike ei yoz so hot now i am a smoked chicken =x LoLx i got chao ta~!

well everything goes smoothly lehz~ well lucky for mi i onli make some mistake and later i do it correctly so far haven fall onli almost nia =x LoLx touchwood** well instructor say i have to go for Lesson one part II =.= hahaha todae onli the orentation part.. Well is gonna be 11th wah so far frm todae hope tt i wun forget wads thought todae..

gonna have reunion dinner todae at home heard theres is shark fin soup =P~ LoLx..
thats all for now~! *watch tv*

2006-01-27T23:44:00.000+08:00

WEEE~!

juz came back from a early reunion dinner frm mommy side de relative Lolx..
grandma very happi i can see LoLx this time was at uncle place hope my darling enjoy himself..

well too tired to type alot though but so excited i cant realli orh orh lehz.. cos tml bikede first lesson EEk!!

hope everythings goes well god look after mi ya =D

Congrate DAD DAD~!!

2006-01-24T23:02:00.000+08:00

yeah~! dad pass his class 2A lisence liao~!! LoLx finally after erm i cant remember how many times =\ well he is very happy lolx called mi this morning and he came home for lunch then me dad and dear went to driving centre to collect the lisence with dad lolx..

well nth much todae after collecting i ask dear bring mi to pets mover LoLx.. bought some dog tibits for my "sister" FiFi haha.. then went to see puppies~!! eIII YOZZZZZ got one chihuahua so lovely lehz the colour i like dark brown and white with all the markings and patch i love but end up is a male =.= LoLx.. there was two but the female is a creamy colour one =\ dear keep say the male one cute but i find male at a certain stage very ma fan . . . lolx.. shall continue searching for my chihuahua~! anyone got place to recomand?

juz now went to eat dinner then when darling turning out frm car park and he accidently hit abit on the edge of the other bike cos the driver also la park so outside make ppl so hard to go out.. then he cut his toe ei yoz~! bleed kinda alot =\ but lucky is ok liao~ juz put medicine and wash for him juz nw~ poor dear dear~

My RooM is UpSiDe Down =.="

2006-01-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

well well. . . todae went out with my bf lol well he bought 2 jeans and a shirt liao wow thats realli easy cos we went far east and there we are at this shop cheek and he juz got all his stuff there lolx is so easy for guys isnt it.. well he told me tt it was abit ex but i find tt for him his jeans he often wear so worth la.. btw the design is very nice~

i juz decided to rearrange everything of the shelf behind tt bed de ai yoz i juz find it alot things so i wanna make it look more simple lolx.. but no matter how i adjust my things i juz cld not seem the pattern or the FEEL i wan it to be like~

Haha i am still trying btw...

tml i think i am gng bike shop with my darling again.. his headlight is not shinning again~! so jia lat tt bike keep have to repair poor thing lehz my bf have to keep pay~ haiz old bike ler..

2006-01-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

PhEw....
juZ reAch home aFter last min my buDDy hwee ying & her sis ask mi go compass point to shop wah piang is not enuff time we rush here and there...

i manage to bought a top todae thankz god or i very jia lat new yr is ard the corner and i nth to wear =x joking la i mean no new clothes =x

well hwee ying bought two mei mei de pants for ah boy and hwee ting olso got buy a top well poor thing la todae we too late reach there no much time or else todaes is a great dae lol =x cos hwee ying son not there and we are like 3crazy ger if ah boy here we wld have lost him while looking at clothes =x hurhur~

tired liao~ wonder where will my darling wanna go tml to look for his clothes.. LoLx.. i promise to get a erm couple shirt liao =PpP is been quite awhile ever since we got one~ haha go ZzZZz liao tml meet darling~

well use my cam to take a pic of my dog juz now funny funny post frm her

..:: Change mY Skin AgaIn ::..

2006-01-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

Well i changed my blogskins again cos i find the previous one abit complicated lehz..
so since i am free i decided to change my skin hahaha well this is a plain one so i can put more pic and stuffz..

todae a boring dae for mi~ stayed home the whole dae cos dear dear is in camp =

juz had my dinner hehe yum yum mummy buy nasi lemak (dunno how to spell)
now is much cooler ler juz now suddenly rain very heavy..

hmmm tml where to shop lehz.. tml darling say he wanna buy some clothes and pants~! yeah~
haven choose where to go yet though =\

2006-01-20T02:21:00.000+08:00

haiz.. i still cant slp now..

juz now 10plus my parents got into an accident lucky for them juz some minor injuries.. knn dunno how the driver drive de lo.. Fark up go bang onto dads bike.. we are travelling straight and he turn in my dad brake on the path liao he still die die TURN WOR~!!

kns farking hell wad was he doing..
come down give daddy the crapz say sorrie he no see SORRIE WAD FARK.. HELLO SIr god give u 2eyes to see and 1mouth why cos god dun wan u to use yr BLOODY mouth and tok much instead SEE where the hell u are going.. idiot...

shitter.. make sure u did wad u promise as in to take full responsibility.. puiz~

lucky for u my dear dad dad & mummy is safe or else i dunno wad crapz i will do to u fuc*er~

NEW LOOK~!!

2006-01-19T01:51:00.001+08:00

Well decided to change my bloggie look into something more mature =x lolx.. cos my good sister suggest tt since i turn 18 liao muz choose something more matured =.= well i dunno but is a hard time choosing my skin manz..

so far so good i will stick to this first them =P

went to take passport pic todae and then went to see daddy train for his 2a bike revision~ then when on our way back ai yoz rain rain siaz.. all 3 mi my dad and my darling all wet wet.. lolx.. omg i sit on dear sport bike end up my shirt at the back is wet like i juz wash shirt hahaha.. cos the water kinda spray out frm the back wheel when moving =x

well peeps wish mi luck on my bike lesson is gonna start next week.. *excited excited*
hope i wun fall even if i did i wan to fall mei mei de =x haha~

2006-01-16T22:44:00.000+08:00

Well a tiring dae... dye hair for hwee ying and then we went shopping bought 2pants 1skirt...
so sweet of hwee ying to buy mi a pants actualli try liao she is kinda nice la so after we left she told mi she saw a skort she like in the shop and sneak in to buy for mi =P so cute of her

after tt went to simei to look for hwee ting.. LoLx were like policeman asking her abt her sch and stuff afterall is the first dae of the sch..

btw i went for bike enrollment liao~!! wee~!! excited~!! hahaha but my pay for the 3dae all spend at there liao lehz =.= so i am poor ger again lolx~ nvm i am happy.. LoLx..

and someone tag my chatter box saying tt i use eng tt is not very understandable to tis person =.= no offence to u~ first of all plz let mi know whu u are.. cos when u are commenting bout mi i am happi to learn but first of all let mi know WHU U ARE~ cos i dun see why i have to type in a way u want it to be when i dun even know WHU are u and WHY muz i do it?? as long as is my close frens they sld know wad happen =) i am seriously happy to hear ur comment but is polite to let mi know whu u are...

My eng tt bad =\ hurhurhur...

2005-12-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

WeLL on 26 dec juz after christmas hahaha well a cat apear in our corridoor well we fed it and i think is here to stay liao so excited so cute cat lehz is a female i still thinking a name got her...

well she is very sweet juz tt now my prob is i scare she will scratch my dog x_x but well happi to have her she is v guai as it dun pee and shit here on our flower pot unlike the previous cat which came for a stay..

hahaha juz now went home tt time it follow mi up keep meow meow meow i think is cos she hungry gave her some food she finish it.. LoLx.. so cute..

then i went downstair throw things and she follow mi down and up~ like a dog like tt.. when i pat her she will show my a belly and fours leggy pointing the sky so cute~ Keke..

but i guess cant keep pamper if not she stay here too long olso got prob my nighebour cat and dogz may be in danger if fight begin =\

2005-12-26T23:12:00.000+08:00

Given a choice i rather not meet u in the first place...
is hard for mi to let go, but is hard for me to go on...
i am stuck in the middle and you are juz caring bout yr own life..

wad others say u ask me not to care and u said u have yr own life and hack care bout how others think or say~!!
bUT DAME have u thought abt mi~!! i am caught in the middle between u and them~!!
i discuss it with u all u do was shout and scream at mi~

i have my own life to MIND YOU~!!
u are so selfish always things tt u say u expect mi to agree and shut up..
i give my point of view and u say i dun understand a farking dame about u.. so do u understand mi ?? i doubt so~

u throw temper with me when i am with yr side ppl when u all having a bbq with alot of ppl there...
yes is yr side i save some face for u..

learn how to give and take..
cos i am tired of giving and u are crossing my line not slowly but in an amazing speed~
tired and exhusted right now i dun feel like thinking say and think all u wan cos wad i say u will think i never does understand u..

all the best~

2005-12-10T18:29:00.000+08:00

FiNaLLy time to update =P

lolx so long no update liao . . . well dear dear was ill liao hope he get well soon nor then now making the blog well a background i used b4 but i change the content inside..

haha waiting for my darling to wakie wakie well ranning daez today olso no place go la lolx.. this morning after lunch mi dear dad & mom went to st33 i go take a look at the gromming klass for pets de.. ai yoz i was shock they dye the dog fur into rainbow colour they look so ROCK manz lol lol then when i step into the room omg so XIN FU so many doggie ard me lehz about 6 of them so cute lo circle ard me..

next we went pets mover to buy dog food my "sister" food on offer and i bought a pack of cat food olso for the stray cat mummy she got two child lehz so sweet.. but the mummy still shy dun dare get near me..haha lucky she got eat..

now rain stopping and i wanna go check on my darling liaoz
buai~

2005-11-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Farking dae sia~!!
SHit.. i been tolerating the crap of the wrk place for so kan long..
first dae not telling us a single SHIT about the product price expect us to run here and there to ask~!! so many product lo.. finally got price liao then is like giveing us attidue~!! COME ON LA WE ARE THE BRAND PROMOTERS AND NOT Yr FARKING STUFF so whu are u to care u ASS~!!!

darn it so many ah lian ah beng wrk in tt shit hole u think wad PUB or WAD~!! see the way u guys TREAT those animal i see liao i wanna cry lo~ come on they are so inncoent and u treat them so harshly and throw them here there everywhere~!!! dARN ASS CALL YRSELF ANiMAL LOVER MY FOOT...

there is the supervisor look like oil tank fat and useless ask yr stuff do this do tt end up u are toking on the phone witth yr toopid lover~!!! such an ass...

ARGH MOST IMPT THING IS U PPL CAN JUZ TREAT THOSE CUTE ANIMAL MORE GENTAL MA.... CANT STAND IT MANZ..`

TODAE~!!! price chang no tell mi hai mi let cust kan till upside down~!! u guys are such an ASS... and yes i wENT BACK TO KAN U ALL AFTER THE CUST left WAD NOt HAPPI~!!!! i had enuff and i tolerate all yr crapz till todae.. wad am i to get scolded by customers i been standing there wrking for bout 2hr not a single F come tell mi a change in price~!!! and still muz wait till my cust go pay then tt is the onli time i know price change~!!! U GUYS derserve to be scolded by mi . . . . nvr in my life i scolded so many F ~!! but u guys are so F up~~!!!!

2005-10-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

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YestErdae me and my darling went to night safari.. haha.. well actualli wanna catch a movie in the afternoon but too tired..
we went to sit the tram first.. but too bad na too DARK cant take pic lehz.. then cannot use flash one = but hahaha is a v fun time first time go to this kinda place with dear dear =PpP the feeling is v diff de..

THe TicKet~!!! Haha.. cUte Pic hor...
then we went down and we have a walk ard. . . lolx.. the the v first thing we saw was bat~!! haha then i say v loud "HEY U SEE GOT BAT~!!!" hahaha then my bf actualli kanna shock and then he keep WHERE WHERE WHERe.. then he keep look up at the tree... hahahazz so FUN~ then i saw something like a small light right infront of mi..this is the first time i saw FIREFLY~!!!! SO NICE there is onli 1 but v nice nor.. so close to mi somemore.. lucky mi.. den we went into the flying squarrial de sorta cage omg~!! they so cute one was nibbling the food on its hand looking at mi lo we got v close contact with it less than 1meter.. the face is SO SO SO SO darn cute.. haha then i brought my bag with mi tt dae ma so my dear say " when u see it fly down u OPEN yr bag then u can take home nor.." lolx =.= how i wish...
den we saw alot animal la. . . at ard 10pm we went to watch the show. . . ai yo the animal so cute~! lovely dae at the safari...

tOdae lehz. . . my dear bud bud came my house use com lolx.. then i heard good news tt she is attatch.. GOOD LUCK ON YR R/s bud.. hehe i am so happy for her... hope she will be happy... =)
then mi and my dear play game most of the time at hm na.. haha no place to go i guess tts a simple but cheerful life for mi & him ba.. LoLx.. then at night went changi there had dinner with my parents... hurhur..
-end-

2005-10-19T11:17:00.000+08:00

well well in sch now feeling extream bored and lonely =
todae both my frens sistting beside mi olso no come~!!! aH~!!!

haha well... HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO DORIS my 4th mei mei frm click 7..
todae we gonna eat steam boat with them later in the evening...

feel quite down todae lehz dunno y lehz.. i feel so sianz lo.. maybe alot things had happen and alot project have to hand upz... start frm next week at least there will be 1 project tt need to be and up every week.. sometime even two lo.. wha lau.. dunno why the sch so F up make all thing all do together one... ha yoz...

then now tell us our sch holidae actualli start at 5 DECEMBER~!!!
KnS like tt how to work liaoz.. haiz.. toopid nor..

2005-10-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

BiG EvEnt... HaHa ForMal Pic---> CLicK 7

My FuLL View of My CoaT..

As UsUaL mi ANd My lOveLy SisteR ShirLey..

Mi and JoycE~~

THats ALL FoLk on THe EvEnt Of The Dae... SSg Exam =.=

2005-10-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

well. . . . . things finally going well.. got things sort out and now i on our journey back again...
hmmm well hope things goes well no more fights le bahz.. = been v tired bout it manz....

well to 1 of my sister : plz... learn how to control yr anger and attidue... being good to u does not mean tt u can ta han yr sudden change of temprement.. i got my own level of tolerance too is onli i dun bang at u at least cos u r my sister kkz..

and well... click 7 if u all have some things tt u think is not suppose to be kept cos it might turn out Far*ing ugly i think is better the person will understand U and hope u try to tell her bout it kkz.. all the best =

come on let mi have a break i am tired out of all the SHIT tt happen...

2005-10-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

FriDaez Blue =\ well todae no go sch cos is sorta a holidae for us.. omg make my dae even longer and slower..
time pass like tortoise. . . .

*looking out the window saw some children playing soccer at the field opp my house there... well i think back when i was in my pri and sec sch the carefree lives i ever once had and i ask myself is it i ask for too much in life or anyhting?? look at the children once in awhile i sld have fun like them...

lovely kida young and innocent.. harmless.. = well nth much to type about. . . trying to recover frm where i fall now = hoping tt it will be a brighter dae tml bahz...

not gng to let my feeling affect anyone tonight as i am gng out~

2005-10-12T13:13:00.000+08:00

s 2Ye4rs & 9 Mth LiaO.. ♡12.1o.o5♡

Hehe.. we this time Roound de anivesary hor my DARLING he foRget BOut it..
Haiz.. SO Sad Hor but Nvm La.. LoLx.. cOs He TeLL mi thE trUth He 4get so i forgive him nor.

hope his bike will be okay lehz.. cos is been in and out of the shop to go for repair cos of the toopid engine always siao siao cant start one = so sad for him lehz cos he keep have to go repair... make him so ma fan.. toopid ppl dunno how to make one..

well had been busy lately so no update my blog.. well not much of a happening in sch except my make up klass which make mi extrem stress as i seldom make up tt kind this is the first time i put so much thingy on my face.. poke my eyes when drawing eyeliner.. my maskara smarg And the eye lesh cant curlz.. eye shadow not balance..blusher no put enuff and alot of crapz.. lolx..
well i admit it was more fun then bascially go lesson and do paper wrk but at the same time v stress lolx..

2005-10-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

well juz now taking some pix of my dogs.. keke.. we she got her new clothes and i was taking some time to get a few SOSO shot nia =.= she darn hard to take pic one..

while my bf eating his dinner i was at the kitchen taking pic =x

BranDed Doggy =x

NS Daez Pic.. LoLx..

Basket ba comptition jerSey~

while editing the pic there was this darn mosquito tt YEEEEE here and YEEEEEE there my ear ever since i start editing the pic.. omg trying to catch it for so long but was so darn fast... but this nonsense thingy i think suck too full my BLOOD kns cannot fly so fast end up kanna PIAK si si by mi... my whole hand is blood.. omg... LoLx..

2005-09-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

well well...has been quite moody lately =\ a little thingy pissed mi off any sec =x lolx.. well i will try to control..

well todae went shopping finally bought my jacket.. and i bought a puma wrist band like it alot.. lolx.. went to eat pasta mania with darling todae.. hahaha jacket is xtiomic one bought at 77th street 40+ abit ex hor =x but still 1 jacket last mi quite long so i dun mind.. my last jac last mi bout 4mth+ liao~

hmmm well yesterdae went to collect darling de IC frm bike shop and then we go shop around some bike shop he bought some things to fix on his bike.. and went ard look for his psp... but todae the conclusion was.. maybe dun buy cos waste money lolx.. omg~

ok la end le~ tts my dae~

2005-09-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

TodAe went ice skating again =.= omg~!! tt shirley fell so many many time lehz.. lolx.. we have joyce with us todae well she is a pro nor. . . but almost fall and she almost hugz onto mi =.= we two were like dancing on ice..

=PpP well i am skating faster now liao lol.. at least can run bit on ice and feel the breeze on my face =x tired tired dae.. wonder is shirley de butt ok ma.. keke..

we sld end it short cos v tired lehz =\ my leg start to ache abit liao~

2005-09-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

toDae is a very cooling dae.. keke went to sch and last min teacher say got OIT test omg.. after the test she say Ms Tan sms her tt her lesson todae was cancel omg juz go for the test nia.. then we slack in sch till pe time go mark attendence and was force by teacher to watch a basketball match =x lol..

wha lau todae i fell again but is like machiam doing breakdance like tt same as yesterdae.. lol.. omg there was so many ppl there at the scene lo~!!! but my sisterz still say fall till very lovely =.= omg... hahaha..

well tml plan to go ice skate de but is like agnes got 4 ppl le sob~so i now finding two more kind soul to go with mi and shirley mei~ haha~

ICE SKATE

2005-09-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

Wooo.. Haha toDae I THOught Will be boring but end up last min go to ice skate cos Agnes say she ke lian no one pei her go so end up mi.. shirley..angeline and agnes went to play cos others not free =\ went till jurong to play sia~

we is so so sooooooo fun~~!! ahhh first time we skate.. well every of us fall but mine is the not so jia lat comapre to them 4leg in heaven =x mi onli on the floor squat down machiam breakdance.. Agnes kanna knock down by a small ger she fell on her tt small ger cry =x lol..shirley is accidently like trip she fell hahaha angeline =.= omg her lehz got alot blister~!!! then she fell olso = hahaha... omg when agnes and angeline wanna fall they grab mi so hard manz.. killing mi on the spot~!!

we make an agreement tt every wed we will go skate =pPp~ omg then next thing we aim for is buy our own skate shoe hahahaha... i am learning how to turn keke.. now my leg pain pain hahaha so suan lo~

2005-09-20T23:04:00.001+08:00

we still half way down to make my blogskin perfect..
hmmm...been quite busy lately.. and alot of things has happen and finally now at least the dust had settle after the big big storm of my 7dwArfz and now is back to normal again..
LoLx.. well was chatting with shirley knowing her grp of good sisters had some argument and she is sad about it hope she is fine =D cos no matter wad it still boil down to how united u gers are nor.. and sad to say one dae after they leave sec sch each of them will take off to their own route and do their own staffs.. so... it depend on how u all find time to reali go care bout each other and stay in touch.. maybe u gers have to tok things out baz...

school is super bored todae.. lol well tml no sch manz~!! SO SO SO GOOD LO~~ teacher on course~ heng ah~ haha make my week pass faster.. dunno y had been tired lately and my right eye is jumping jumping~ *scare and worried~

2005-09-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

We todae went to fish farm bought some red worm for my precious to eat and bought a pac of feeding fish olso goldfish type put some in to pei my precious but worried she might get hurt lehz though she V V big size.. BIG GOLDFIsh but scare those feeding fish bully her.. lolx =x

den wash darling de bike todae.. everytime wash as usual will rain one lehz =\ dunno why sia.. hahaha is like after wash will drizzle one keke he so pek cek =x

tml is mondae sianz liao manz.. gonna go sch he go back cam i so bored liao~

2005-09-17T23:12:00.000+08:00

went out with darling todae he bought his new bike..
haha honda fireblade =P yellow colour again dunno y tt colour is juz stuck to him or somthing his previous bike olso this colour =\ werid =x

and well bought my BLythe todae =D Yippeeee took a few pic of it after i got her home =D i name it Flake.. cos her hair is blur remind mi of snow FLAKE.. lovely ger i can say...

got her home and she still in the box..

Flake got her fresh air~

2005-09-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

Sea

?? Which Angel Or Demon Are You ??
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Did this quiz juz awhile ago well quite true =
haiz.. tired and bored bout wad happen is all so complicated and why muz i care?? hahaha
在这次你们的事情中，我知道你是个怎么样的人....
真让我太失望了...

2005-09-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

生命是很脆弱的。。。
在身旁重要的人你要好好相处因为你不知道他们也许下一分钟就会永远的离开你了。。

Receive a shocking news from my dear sister(6sista)..
She told mi tt her dad pass away le..
haiz.. life is shortis a pity tt her dad is still young...

hope tt my dear sister charmaine will recover to her normal state soon..
one dae u will see yr daddy in heaven kkz..
*take care*

2005-09-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

绕着上路走的累了去留片刻要如何取舍
前年捡的美丽贝壳心不透彻不会懂多难得
以为只要简单的生活就能平息了脉搏却忘了在逃什么。。。
孙燕姿的歌我的爱

忽然想起这首歌。。

有时在想我是不是在逃避什么的。。。
爱真的让我有时让我不能呼哨。。
爱应该是甜美的吗？我回答不上来。。
我知道爱要付出可是付出的太多有时也会累的。。

可是不管怎样我还是希望在我身旁的你会快乐就好了。。。

2005-08-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

First Dae of Sch after 2mth~well haha very weird lehz is like when go back sch is like so boring but when we are having our breaks we think of sch =\ weird...

well todae we celebrate joyce de birthdae for her.. buy her a mango cake now then i remember we like haven give the money for the cake =\ lol tml then settle..
so hot the weather nowadaes is killing mi manz..

hmmm.. kinda miss my bf lehz he in camp muz weekend then book out but still i hope i am able to find buyer for his bike =)

2005-08-24T15:58:00.000+08:00

all rite a hot hot sunny afternoon...
busy like a bumble bee.. edit pic and all =x

well well yesterdae was pissed of hearing wad my 2other sister had said well given a thought about it haven had my conclusion yet thought..

well todae 1of my other grp of sis had a bad news..charmaine from the 7dwarfs her dad had went into hospital.. haiz hit his head.. i hope he is alright.. joyce darling i am sorri i cant turn up for the fri celebration i heard is cancel cos alot things happen well i hope u enjoy yr dae with the rest of yr own buddy at MOs ya =)

2005-08-23T14:18:00.000+08:00

well todae after toking to 2good sister of mine i found out some truth bout this dame ger...
first of all she is still living in a childish world of gang fight and all she will make a toopid sad face coming to tell the rest of the grp saying "i v sad todae my bro/sis going to fight with ppl of the XXX gang.." SIAO come on GROW UP LA...
2005 Liao u know still fight wad shit~!! telling us so tt we can help yr bro/sis... dame u the onli purpose u come to us tt time olso u scare ppl come and find trouble with u take us as shelter rite.... u have a guy now u big deal?!?!? come on wad is there to show off u got bf... telling ppl bout it but keeping frm yr sister.. when we are together u make excuse say u wanna meet a fren y not juz say u wanna meet yr boi!! we juz dun wanna make u pei seh by not pointing fingure at u saying u bluff us kkz~!! come on is time to grow up... i dun gove a dame if yr guy sent someone frm hell to beat us up we are waiting for u rite~!! shooo shooo now small ger~!!

2005-08-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

well well...

haiz... i dunno how realli i am lost..
sometime i find tt is hard to have a balance nor..
my bf always come to find mi is not a bad thing but i find to be fair to his family he sld have time with them too ma.. haiz when i say about this he will always say my parents will not think tt i no pei them or anything but y didnt he try to put himself in their shoe?? if i am his mummy i wld like my son to come back more often ma... all he will say is they will not think like this think like tt say i thinking too much... then if i go futher more he will angry...my mom keep nagging at mi say ask mi dun always ask him to pei mi cos he need time with his parents omg~~ it seem like i am the one in the wrong. then is like how to satify so many ppl at once?!?!?!

i am CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE~!! SANDWICH in between olso la.. haiz... i know he wanna pei mi is not tt is no good but at least think in my shoe... i am darn pissed when we cant tok nor...

2005-08-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

BouGht a ScaNNer TodAe LoLx.. Hp de Brand De.. CosT me $149 ok Na Consider quite cheap liao lolx.. well got printer scanner and as well a photo copier...
well scan the photo i took on the 12th my annivesary de pic =PpP lolx..

2005-08-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

YeAH~!!~!

Ding Ding~!!
On This SunnY 12.o8.o5 iT maRks OuR 2yRs 7Mth AnniVeSary..

Wow TimE FLiEs ANd We arE TOgEthEr For Quite SomeTIme..
we THouGh theRe are RainY sToRmy Daes in THe r/s But We HavE Gone thrOugh THem AnD BrEak Into our EndLess SunnY dAes =)

HopE That We WiLL Be TogEther TiLL the dae i LeAvE MotHeR EaRth =)

HappY BirtHdae DarLing

2005-08-08T11:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO DEAR DOMINIC~!!!

Hehe... went to celebrate my darling de birthdae with his parent todae night time.. went to have dinner then cut cake at his house...

well in the morning he came to find mi and we went to have breakfast.. actualli wanted to watch the MAId the ghost movie lolx.. end up onli got midnight show then sian liao we went to buy alot alot vcd cos is buy 1 get 2 free so end up we got alot to watch =
then went back moi house to watch the vcds and i ordered pizza cos we had very light breakfast and we are hungry liao =x hehe..

hope that he enjoy his dae todae..

Darling though u may not be reading my blog de cos u dun serve net but still...

ALL THE BEST TO YOU ON YR 20th BIrthdAe..
MaY aLL Yr WisHes COme True...

2005-07-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. MiA Frm My Com so long le.. cos 1st busy with my wrk then is like no time to change my modem..
well... live is ok hactic at times but my manager is nice but he very particular bout my wrk so i scare the score he give will be stingy =x lolx.. well all the best to myself..

recently i feel in the blues cos mostly everydae i will quarrel and wads more now the quarrel will end by him shuting off his phone and i always have to call back or sms to make the 1st move~ getting tired le.. haiz...... like is a living hell y wrk already so tired boring and fustrated y u juz cant discuss things with mi in a peaceful manner and hear bout my opinion b4 saying mi this and tt.. wad i wan is yr comments and not u SAYING and PICKIng on my opinion~

was excited tt i dye my hair the first time todae and when i tell YOU bout it all i get was cold sholder..... u told mi why i muz go dye y hair FOR WAD~ is like my hair grow le ma naturally dye is not anything of a big atter isnt it...

haiz.... dead~

New Look~!

2005-06-25T21:21:00.000+08:00

Change My Blog Skin...

i like something darker this time.. maybe is colour of life now?

had receive a sms frm bennie to wrk pm shift tml well not sianz bout it anyway olso stay at home onli ma..
well todae whole dae at home as it is my off i pack my room and play with my frog =\
sometime wonder if things will last?? i am not sure...
caring one another too much had made mi very tired..
thinking of how u feel but had u thought of my feeling?
i juz wan to be normal~

First dae of wOrK~

2005-06-09T22:25:00.000+08:00

wha one word "shack"
despite the few night which i did not slp well todae is my first dae of WORK~!
well was feeling abit blue as i was still very new and BLUR nor..
was quite lost cos ppl there de age and mine is kinda big gap..
we have to pregnent mummy in the shop and one chi lady =a new ger had come but she too had wrk there before..
hope tt i can get along with them well bahz..
had lunch alone sob sob~~~~
tt was like first time no one eat KFC with mi =x lolx..
haiz... miss my fren and sista in my sch..
todae very nice of DORIS she came see mi =D thankz ah sis~ so sweet of you man...
well hope the rest are ok.. but one thing for sure everyones leg sure to ache =x lolx..

Dear sister start to MISS SCH AND ME LIAO HOR =x LoLx..
kkz la go koon liao si bei hactic..

2005-05-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

Grandfather no matter where u are u will always be in my heart..
*grandpa leave us at 9pm
*pray... "grandpa u will always be in our hearts"
Sorry for not being there in time to send u off yr very last journey...
mummy,aunts and uncle will be flying over to fetch u back to singapore..
though we are not very vlose as u are having a business oversea i know u still cared for mi and always asked mi to go over to find u...
sorry... i am not there... but u will always be in my heart~

i missed you =|

2005-05-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

juz took this bout 10+ yesterdae.. keke bring her to see ppl fishing with Dominic and my parents.. lolx.. in the pic u can see she is dressed but alittle look of impatientness cos she waited for quite long le.. lolx.. LooK at that face~!!

well is a dae at the hospital i can say went TTS hospital with dominic and spent almost whole dae there cos que wad quite long... darling having fever off and on was quite worry for him... hope he get well soon =)

kkz.. juz reach home take a bath and off to bed le =pPp

2005-05-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

––––•(-• NEW LOOK!! •-)•––––
HeH Heh. . .
Juz fiNisH Making my Blog.. NoW LooK Nicer Mahz =PpP BLeahz..

Wha i redo le two times cos the stupid window close down when i was almost done kns.. make my job diffculte.. keke but is worth it na..

todae in sch nth happening..

one of my aunt zoe came back frm london juz went for a dinner at east coast.. chilli crab =P drunk prawn =P tofu =| steam crab =P Alot More =Pp

so tired.. gonna zZzzZz liao GoodNight Ppl..

2005-05-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

juz finish selling skill todae...
omg was quite tough nor..
very long no come to blog le.. well was out for the past few daes with my bao bei..
juz had my dinner and now i am bloated . . . .
so full man... ei yox...
juz bought a 2650 previous dae.. keke red colour de quite hard to find..
okok sign off now.. tml got customer relation CRN exam sianz...
die ah no mood to study...
keke...

2005-05-16T15:35:00.000+08:00

a|| the best to everyone who is taking the RTO exam tml...

2005-05-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

ToDae A cooling dae..
lolx.. or i sld say freezing in sch..
so cold nor like a Fridge..
~a very normal dae..
Very tired todae.. getting old le =x lolx.. awhile nia i tired liao..
duhz..
when going back todae saw a smash cat ont the road wha realli the body was drag so far nor is totally smash =\ but no blood think cos of the rain but u can see bones and all.. omg.. horrible..
ok na i go offline le~

2005-05-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

Went to Collect my phone todae =PpP software upgraded everything is running smoothly~
well todae a normal dae for mi nth very happening nth sad which is good bahz =Keke todae my bud bud jes come my house have dinner then we went to buy sparkling wine to drink lolz.. den i help her make the phone thingy. . .
a very tired and hto dae siao one lehz yesterdae rain now sunshine cold and hot..
people please take care drink more water..

2005-05-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

Todae is a rainy dae.. rained whole morning..
keke.. well went out with my bf todae went to watch movie House Of wAx well a very nice movie i give it 8 out of 10..
is very kan chiong at some scene.. can watch.. but very ex lehz i went to watch $19 wha lau... think next time i rather buy vCd =well den i went to develope some pictures but it was not well done next time i not going back.. kao..
imagine some of the pic can see the full head.. some part of the this and tt is gone.. kns.. lolx.. not going back there liao..
den bring my 7610 go upgrade software.. finally buying so long i go upgrade =x sld had done tt long ago.. gonna collect tml =P
start to miss my phone liao =den when dear go home i went to put some pic on my house door i took all the design i made last time i put a new one... upload the pic one dae let u see how it looks like..
well how can i say not a very good dae bahz... well keep tt to myself ba~ onli share the good things..

2005-05-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Soooooo tired...
todae the new pe teacher i tell u is like fark~!!
all he could say was SHUT UP i say SHUT uP!~!~!~!
then keep ask us to SIT kns lo the teacher..
realli like SHIT.. then he say u wanna play with mi ah SMACK YR FACE..
stupidz lehz i mean plz nor why like tt one treat us like dogs and onli us the BUSINESS STUDENT get it then how bout the ones from nursing they dun get all this crap.. CURSE the farker.. he ask us run and run my sister they all gonna die after the rounds.. Last week ask my klass run in the rain.. siao lang~!

hmmm... darling went home le he came look for mi was surprise.. keke.. so sweet of him~ lolx. . . .

2005-05-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

We|| HappY BiRthDAe To My SisTer ShirLey..
Haha toDae is a very xiong dae.. well afternoon my dear come to find mi..
then at night went marina eat.. kao is the most happening dae at there..
u sld see everyone shouting here and there when we talk..
lolx.. then joyce mix the vodka till so thick so many ppl sEhz~!!
haha the way my sister is walking omg was like a snake.. and angeline was singing in the middle of the road.. wha lau.. ok la bth very tired liao. . . . . dying ler..

My bLoG NeW LooK~!

2005-05-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

DOne Is dOnE~!!
yes back in action to design another new look lolx..
well suddenly juz feel like making the blog..
this time i choose this skin frm a url.. well still alot of editing to be done~
STAY TUNE~ LoLx~!

2005-04-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

this 2 pic are taken while waiting for out pic to be printed out in the neo print machince so we take pic using the camera and yes is being edited by mi again =x lolx alot of cartoon in it..

Todae went out with my bf..
ok things are sort out after some talking with him =)
todae i bought a top at 77th street =PpP scissor back de..
a very nice dae and finally brought the photos in my dig cam to wash 1pc 35c abit ex na but is ok la the result is very nice..
lol when i reach home the 1st thing i do was to put in my photo frame..
and my bf took one of my pic =\ haha he say he wld paste in his army cardboard hope he dun have nightmare seeing my face =x
okok time to Zzz le.. gng back to my sch again hai dunno lehz so stress in there man not cos of wrk but ppl in there..hai.. dunno wads gonna happen tml~ sense something bad coming~ duhz~

Fish Tank DiaRy

2005-04-16T13:59:00.000+08:00

here are my fishy keke..

fish quarrel

after 2hrs...Lolx~!

poor boy looking for worms but the whole chunk is at the top~!

2005-04-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

so tired gonna slp le keke..
tml with my darling 2yrs and 3mths le..
time flies..
gonna send him a special sms i created using sms..
lolx..

2005-04-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

made by mi =)

Our couple daez..

2005-04-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

rush rush rush and rush...
finally my report is finish...
for mi it had been so much thing to do...
next project like that i not going to do so much ler..
i did more than 70% of the work lo and this project consist of 3person y muz i do all this shit..
dame it..

gonna be fine after this and i think it wld be more relax fr mi le...
next project is a majoy one and i still selecting the people i am working with..
i wld be wiser this time..

sick still my throat is killing mi slowly..
so pain nor...
haiz..

got alot things lehz about my relatinship and all..
think my sch work is giving mi a great headache..
compare to other sch i attend i think this farking sch give mi the most freaking experience..
first i got farking loads of work tt when u finish it will come again and again.. next is the people in there dame i swear tt if i can reverse back time i rather not come into here..

2005-04-01T12:51:00.000+08:00

now in sch doing project with sista shirley..
toopid de lehz.. we short of sui fong again haiz..
she keep no come do de lehz i very du lan..
thinking the date line is nearer and nearer and we have to present on moday and i have this kinda grp member..
dame~ forget it..

now i juz finish doing waiting for the slide by shirley...
seeing the 800 words project that come out from me checking~
i so tired....
so many things next week another test is coming my CRN next fri..
kns i am dying i need a break but i guess is rather diffcult..

very hungry right now..
hmm.. this few dae air con very cold if i dun move my finger i think it wld be numb le...
sob~

2005-03-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

uncle had leave to go to the other country to work le~
so sad...
haiz.. *sOb..
everyone wad holding back thier tears..grandma sob bitterly..
cos he going to the place can say quite dangerouse de nor..
haiz..
i hope he is ok there do take care uncle john we miss u..

i hope to see u real soon in sg..
i know u did drop tears too when u go..

and to all my relatives i hope you all are ok...
dun be sad.. juz pray everydae that he is there he will be safe and happi =)

dunno why when typing this i kinda have tears in my eyes.. maybe mi and my mom side ppl are very close cant help it..
when i see uncle john back view cant help it.. after he went into the departure gate i already start to miss him le..

2005-03-28T22:46:00.000+08:00

haiz..
aNother wAr..
i Am tired plz..
Let Me off I had unFiniSheD Things in my faRkinG sch DaMe i Dun Enjoy IT Kkz..
IS The Worst kLass i Had EnTer..
Is lIkE A PaLacE Look SO good Frm the OutSide And The THinGs in thEre Sux~!!
SUX~!!
Seem gooD on The OutSidE roTTen on The inSidE~!
Haiz..
So Much things ForCing mi To LeAvE The CourSe So ManY Things..
i Dun LikE my CouRse in fact i RegRet..
ArGh~!!!!

2005-03-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

FrEEzE In My dimension TiMe had StoP~
Wads Is theRe For Me To CarE SO MucH foR?
Now deAd And FreeZe In THe IcE i worE A Mask~
So Wad if i aM SAd HappY ExcitEd Pain HurT anGry?
u wiLL not Be aBLe To See It AnyMore...
i WiLL meLt To Those I tHiNk is worThy For~

2005-03-21T15:44:00.000+08:00

i draW Tis toDae..
wAs SeeIng My Blog piC Then i THink iS sO Cute So i deCiDe To DrAw it out~
hmMm. . guEss it reFLecT My feeLing bahz..

2005-03-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

Had i beEN THinkIng too Much Or??
i Find My liFe is in A mess =\
SomeTime i feLt that the One i LovE mosT Is gEtting FurTher fRm Me~
Is getTIng FurTher tiLl i OnLi HeAr The Echo~
i ask Why u liKe that but i guess u Dunno Too~

MayBe OuR beautiFuL StoRy is cominG To the End?
a BooK SHo ThiCk reCord The PaSt 2yrS+ Or The r/s~
haiz...
i guess i have to talk to him le~

This WeEK hoLidAe.. but i fELt no ExCiTMent.. ALot of Proj to FiniSH!! TiREd FRm ALL the WorK In Sch~
Is So tiRing That I FeEL Like LetTIng Go~
Sho Many tHings For mi~
Tired And more tiReD~

2005-03-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

HurHur~
NicE Ma My Skin??
ANotHer DeSigN By Me =P
LoLx..
Take The Pic Frm The wEb ANd I Put ALL of THem TogEthEr na..
bUt ReSizIng thE THiNgs giVe mi A littLe Hard Time~

TodAe WAs A DAe With My DaLRing..
Tml he WiLL be PosTed To hiS CaMp in SG!!
ALL thE Best tO him ANd i hopE TO see hIm Soon~
Keke..

2005-03-19T11:59:00.000+08:00

had juz put the disable right click thingy =X
lolx.. dun wan my pix to expose to too many ppl~
plz ppl dun click too many time or u will have a hard time =x

FaiRy TaLe NeVeR happEN~

2005-03-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

ya WAd is FaiRy Talk = FakE!!!

Down SupEr Down now~~~
Not Being cArEd For...
Feeling Is SOmeWat losT?
feeling like u not gonna take it any longer...
going to burst~
feel like hitting on somethings....
argH~!!!

feeling u give has driven me to put a thin wall... plz dun let it thicken further~

2005-03-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

tOdae...
tiRed. . . juZ rePly to my Klass Blog~
hmm sTill quite tense inside =
toDay DeAr POP LE~~!!! wOoOo
finaLLy leave tEkong~!!
can see todae he very tired haha~
poor thing~
But DuNno y he liKe no tok much lehz maybe he need some rest so i olso no tok much to him =x
RtO Tml~scare lehz..
well next week holiday but i think is gonna be a busy one...
got to finish and present our telephone skill proj on mon when sch reopen -__-"
den next is the big big project... both hope to finish b4 sch reopen.. but think bout it.... also finish le like more relax la... nvm.. *faster do faster do~

2005-03-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Was A SAd dae In KLass~
wE;; My Kass AdViSor WAs vEry sAd AftEr SeeIng The kLass Blog~
Well i wLd LikE To Say that MaybE Not griEvIng For Wad Is HaPpEning on us Or Nag Bout Wad Is Wrong With yR dae plZ spare A Thought FOr Ppl ARound U~
sEeIng my teAchEr tt AlmoSt cry TodaY I Was Like oH My We Got Such GrEat TeAchEr buT We DidnT trEaSure...
soMetimE We Dun ReALise tt how impT Someone Is tiL THey Give up Or Leave Us~
hmm.. =\ thougH She Is Abit FieRce But norMaLLy is Juz for The Short whiLe~

Had beeN QuiTe Long evEr SinCe mi And MoM have A NicE chat..
haha To BusY AlwAys tALk over DinnEr~ wAs EaTIng crAb haha And tALking TO Me DAd Whu NoW TAKing His 2a MoTOr lesSOn -_-" Haha~

2005-03-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Is Going To Be 2yRs 2Mth in 14Min timE~!
We shO HaPpy~~
Keke WiTh My daRLing So Long Le~
We aLot of UpS anD dowNs.. infact TherE Is Alot bUt sti At LeAst we trIeD To Make It tiLl now~
LoLx..
hope That we Wi be HappiLy TogethEr~~
Dun QuarrEL too Much =x morE Loving bahZ~

2005-03-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

Hur HuR~~~ ToDAe vEry TiRed LehZ =.=""Haha DuNNo Y~latEr Got To Do my SpeeCh ThinGy For The FAcE to fAce ExAM~x_x GOnna Die lehz~HaHa~ So MuCH unFIniShed THiNg ThERe Is a RetaiL opEraTion TEst on WeD~Haiz Then NeXt weeK is Ca1 Week Ler So FASt Hor~

2005-03-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

Me aNd My MuMMy =PpP Took At The WedDIng Of One Of my reLaTIvE TodAe =PpP~
Keke..
ToDAe my Mom Go Took NeOPrInt WitH mi Too~
VErY TirEd Lehz ToDay...

And SomeOne MaKe Mi Dun Like Her MoRe And MorE in KLasS..
StuPid AssHo** ThiNk u So Big Ah~ dAME~

2005-03-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

So SiANz... Todae end EarLy 2pm Lolx WeNt To Buy A ShiRt Or DunnO wad it cALL Na For WeDDing DnnEr Tml..

hMmm well SeEM Like vEry haPpy But actuALLy I Am A soRta lonEr in Sch =i dun eNJoy the LifE in Sch Like Last Time.. i feLt Like BEing LefT Out.. SAd to say MayBe i Sld FoLlow SoMe othEr ppl...
evEn Ppl i knoW FirSt The vEry First PerSon i had Tok to SinCe The first dAe of sch Is Like left Mi out~~!!!
wad the shit Is THis =\ Disappointed...
ForGet it~~
DAME~!!!

2005-03-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

We Juz WAke Up fRom a Nap~
sti BLur BluR~
ToDAe th much haPpen OnLi very TiReD WhEn In KLass =
Haiz.. Find That No Life Lehz~ SchOOLing Hours So Long Nor...
ti It End Like Wad Time Liao =(
Sad lehz MiSs My Sec sCH liFe~
alot THings To Finish~ sTrEss~

2005-02-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

Juz rECeIve a SmS Frm my Bf..
LoLx He Cut hiS hair In teKong For The LaSt Time As he is Going To lEavE tekong aFtEr 3mth BmT =PpP~
tiMe pAss So fASt rEMemBeR During Dec He StiLL sad sAd When he Go army =x
i hope he gEt weLL SooN As he Got RaShEs...

i WannA ConGrEt my fren She Got 3rd in thE itE idoL~!!!
sHe is Going To The fInaL~
cHeERs To WahiDa~

in KLas WAs A veery TiREd dAe~
MonDAe BluEz agAin =\ haHa~

2005-02-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

we YeStErDAe haS No Time To PoSt~
LoLx.. i Went HomE Frm my Klass gathErIng i WAs So TiRed LoLx..
AfTEr My Bf Go Hm i WenT To bed Le..
We it WAs a VEry Fun DAe At the BBq seSsion WiTH my SisTa And sEc Sch klassMatE~

ToDAe Went shoppIng To buy something~
Lolx Bought sOmeThingS~ Hp StRap.. batt.. nosE StuD..
Keke Thats bout It Bahz...
Very Sianz My DeAr Book in AgAIn =( TimE FLieS~~
but ThiS twO dAes is vEry HaPpi~

i Wonder How Is my KLassmaTe whu take parT in The ItE IdoL Dunno She Got WIn Not =Keke~
SiGn off~

2005-02-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

ToDaE is A ShOrt And vEry fAst dae In Sch =Pp~
Haha ms maBle loH The CutesT TeachEr ThAt i had meT So CuTE Lehz she~
The way She teAch u wi Never Fa AsLeeP LoLx..
TodAe CuStOmEr rELaTioN TeSt wAs Quite TouGH~
CaN See ALot Ppl StRess
i WriTe Ti Hand CrAmp~ but Like A RuBBish =\ LoLx..

2005-02-23T17:13:00.000+08:00

KeKe ToDae Was a VEry Fast Dae AnD u Know WAd AftEr brEAk We WenT To leCtuRe thEaTer To Have a TALk on 77th StReet LoL.. haLf WaY thRougHt The SpeeCe We can See EVerYone LoLX.. u turn baCk ALmost EVEryOne is liKE tt~

we LateLy kass haD haPen ALot Things i HopE It GOeS bacK TO NorMaL noR~

TOnigHt GoinG For DinnEr Lehz =pP~
If I Am Not WrONg thiS is the Last dAe of CNY~
so fAst it enDed~
aNd ProJeCt daTeLine GeTting NeArerE Jia You Bahz...

~missing my dear alot =\

2005-02-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

~ToDaE Is A Fine dAe But In TaMp AnOthEr Side neAr My SeC sCh the ForEst cAught Fire AgaIn~!!!!
~RAin FairY Plz rAin~~~~!!
~WeLL In Sch ToDAe is A SorTa GlooMy Daez I Was not in GooD MooD sO Is Some Of my KlAssMatE =<
~ToWArDS The end Of The Dae When i AttEdIng LesSon suDDeLy When My TeAchEr Was TAlkiNg My KlaSs RooM DooR Flung opEN~~!!!!
~No one opeN it Frm InsIde My klAss aiR-conditioN So WAd CouLd Had ForCe The DooR To opEn ???
~evErYonE faCe WAs likE (0.o)??!!!!! *sHoCK~ LoLx..EverYone cAn FeeL ThEIr Hair StAndInG~ haHa~
we tHink I GonnA Fa SIcK Ler~ VeRy SicKy feELing~
HmmMm VeRy Hot WeAtHEr So Ppl plz Drink More WaTeR Dun Fa iLL Hor~

2005-02-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

we|| we|| ToDAy Is A nice dAe =)
Not veRy Hot But Hear Frm mom say The ForEst NeAr my Sch CauGht FiRe again =Hope RAin Fairy Wi|| rAin To WatEr The PlantS~
Do yOu ALL reALise They TurnIng BrOwnish?
=Haha WAs TeAchIng ShiRLeY How To Make Song inTo her mp3 WhEn i Got HomE Cos She WAs SO WorrY That She cant Put SoNg~ =PpP

To My 6SisTa~ HoWs HaVe u ppl bEeN I MiSs SeC Sch So So So Much THe 3 Of U in JySs WorK Hard RitE =p Got AnyTHing rEmEmbEr To Find mi kkz...

2005-02-19T12:13:00.000+08:00

tHis piC takEn yeStErDAe~
she is my BuDDy LivIng side by SidE For moRe than 10YrZ~

Went wIth her yesTErdAe To SuMMiT heR proJeCt If noT She WiLl gEt 0 so Poor ThinG~
Hehe TheN We Chat TiLL VeRy Late At my HousE~

tOdAe GoinG out To Meet My bF he BooK out FrM cAmP le ~!~!~ yeAH~

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 12.40aM~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
TO Add On To The PreViouS poSt La~ KeKe JuZ OnLine Cos My Bf Juz Went HomE =PpP~
Went out To WaTCh hiDe & seEK we|| Is Not that ScAry La i WiLl GivE it A 7/10~
This ShoW Has NtH To Do With GhoSt~ LoLx Dun teLL u ALL so Much LaterTHosE Whu WannA Watch Not ExCitIng ALrEAdy~!!

Saw SeRLiNa (frm itE kLass OM) HOpe I No Get Yr NAMe Wrong =X
we|| she vEry SweeT GivE mi A HugZ =x LoLx...

2005-02-19T11:30:00.000+08:00

~19th FeB~
BiNg BonG~
Let mi AnnOunCe The oFFicAL StArt Of my BloGGy~
i juz StArTed It So ThERe is LoTsA ThinG I had not UpLoAd SO StAy tune~